Every time I look at her,
It's as if I see her for the first time.
A mysterious silouhette of pure beauty,
To which belongs this love of mine.
A blink grasps all the peace I need,
To surrender to my enticing vision,
Of her eternal peace and happiness,
From fates final decision.
Just look at her brown eyes,
Overwhelmed with joy and wonder,
Eyes that if the stars could see and feel,
Envy would destroy and render it asunder.
I felt my heart sink to the depths of hell,
When those eyes overflowed with sadness and pain,
And how my heart would set adrift on a magical spell,
When the storm in her eyes cleared and joy returned again.
Just look and the contours of her shape,
Molded with hands of tenderness,
Parallel to the sight of an artistic landscape,
With harmony balance and all the rest.
Oh how you have captivated my dying heart,
Causing my shrine of misery to crumble and fall,
For in my sight is a life from which I shall never part,
Who you were as a person conquered over all.
I stood at a distance patiently waiting for the day,
When your journey through life found me on its way.
We found one another,
Through a crowd of faceless souls,
Happily ever after,
Is just the way our love goes.
How the tides of life's challenges,
Threatened to swallow our dreams,
But through the darkness of despair,
The light of hope always gleams.
For in such a cold cynical world of failure and regret
We celebrated the victory of finding true love,
The shackles of loneliness entrapped us yet,
We managed to escape and rise above.
I ran my hands gently through your hair,
And protected you from pain and strife,
Saved you from your sorrow and fear,
And filled any void present in your life.
Kissed you softly on your cheek,
Whispering my love and desire for you,
Swearing that every word I spoke,
Would forever be true.
The grace in your stride,
The power of your will,
Stood the test of time,
Even when you became ill.
For the life of my whole body comes to a grinding halt,
Believing with certainty that this is all my fault.
For in your suffering and anguish too,
From the incurable sickness, I couldn't save you.
I am here holding your hand,
I am here to stay,
Being as strong for you as I can,
Desperately waiting for your pain to go away.
Know that I love you, would have died for you,
Right from the very start,
And the beat of your now weak and withering body,
Will forever resound to that of my heart.
Forgive me for failing you,
In that your only peace was death,
For now I hear the angels calling,
As you take your final breath.
I hold your trembling dying hand in my own,
Cursing this illness as my one true foe,
For it's months of torment that never left you alone,
And now finally forces you to unwillingly let go.
Don't cry my love,
Take one last look at me,
then close your eyes.
Remember always please,
You made me the most luckiest man on this planet,
From the highest mountains to the lowest seas,
More than anyone that this world inhabits.
Let there be a moment of peace,
No longer can I be mistaken,
That your soul has been blessed with Paradise,
Your cooling body the Earth has finally taken.
The silence of your absence is deafening,
The darkness of your non-existence blinding,
As I once again struggle alone in this world,
Another love there's no hope of finding.
Because you were you,
And who you were was special to me.
You made me smile, made me laugh,
And set my mind and soul free.
Till death do us part,
For all that it was worth,
You exist in Heaven now,
And I'm imprisoned on Earth.
- Ian Dean Hosein
She Walks In Beauty
She walks in beauty, like the night of
Cloudless climes and starry skies
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meets in her aspect and her eyes
Whose mellowed by that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
One shade the more, one ray the less
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress
Or softly lightens over her face
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear there dwelling place
And on that cheek, and over that brow
So soft, so calm, so eloquent
The smiles that win, the tints that glow
But tell of days in goodness spent
A mind at peace with all below
A heart whose love is innocent.
- Lord Baron
Music, when the soft voices die,
Vibrates in the memory.
Odours, when the sweet violets sicken,
Live within the sense they quicken.
Rose leaves, when the rose is dead,
Are heaped for the beloved's bed.
And so thy thoughts, when thou art gone,
Love itself shall slumber on.
- Percy Shelley
Do Me A Favor
Do me a favor...
Write my number off on your wall
and call me anytime at all
And know that it's not your love at which I aim
it is just the way you say my name
And I wish you'd just try to understand
how much I miss the touch of your hand
The way your fingers ran through my hair
and how just the thought
of you and someone else I can't bare
Maybe one day I'll just let you go
but that is time's role in this show
I fell for you hard and way too fast
I was stupid to think that we would last
I should have known from the start
that you wouldn't hesitate to break my heart
I guess I just wrote this to let you know
I love you too much to just let go
You have made it clear that we are through
But I am still in love with you
I'll never understand how or why
You could just make me cry
And show no signs that you once cared
you just carry on, like I was never there
I wish we could make a brand new start
Maybe this time you wouldn't break my heart
But now it's all over,
So this is goodbye
I wish I could say that I'm not gonna cry
But I have before, and I will again
Until I finally just give in
To that cold, hard fact
That you have left and aren't coming back
But no matter how much my feelings change for you
Just do me that favor...
And write my number off on your wall
and call me anytime at all
No One Else
There is no one else I love more
There is no one else I need... or do I want
It is you and you alone that I need here with me
You are the only one...
that I have ever truly loved...
that I have changed for...
that I would and still will do anything
and everything for...
You have control over my mind... my body...
my emotions... and my soul...
That is called "total control" and you have it...
I can never love another the way that I love you
I can never devote myself to anyone else
I revolve my world around you...
and what you say and what you do...
and sometimes I feel like you are my world
Like life has no other meaning but to love you,
please you, be there for you,
do what you say... what you want
I put all my trust and faith in you...
and they are still there, even after you broke them...
Even though I feel like I am wasting my time...
there is no one else
I wish, I hope, and I pray...every single day...
for you to love me again,
but only this time you wouldn’t stop
and then I would be left broken hearted like I am now
There is No one else... and there will never be anyone else
It is you and you alone, nothing more... nothing less
Just you... No one else
His eyes, are like crystal blue streams,
His hair, is a golden color, only seen in my dreams,
His skin, is as soft and smooth as silk,
and looks as creamy as fresh, cold milk.
When I look at him,
and hear his voice,
my heart beats faster,
it has no choice.
My stomach flutters endlessly,
I only wish,
that he could see,
how much his love,
means to me.
My knees start to shake,
when you're in sight.
My mind's filled with wonder,
my heart with fright.
When will this feeling stop?
When did it start?
How can I listen to my mind,
Without breaking my heart?
I'm so confused.
What should I do?
I can't think of anything,
except of you.
Should I ignore you?
Or just give it time?
I can't think straight,
my heart controls my mind!
I have fallen, but here is where I wish to stay,
Thinking of you each minute of each hour of each passing day.
Gazing deep into the sky; orange, red and blue,
Only reminds me of another place where that beauty is held; within you.
For your heart, I truly care,
A heart so precious, I dare not tear.
Giving up hope, I can no longer do,
'Cause I have fallen for you.
THINKING OF YOU
I sit in my room thinking of you,
hoping that you're thinking of me
I really don't know what I'll do
I guess I'll just have to wait and see
I wish you didn't go away,
I wish that you were near,
I really wish that you could stay
to chase away the harm and fear
I lay in bed wondering what you're thinking of
i guess i'll never know
And here i am thinking of love
Thinking how i love you so
I sit here remembering of the day we met
Knowing that that's something I'll never forget
I want a love that will always have trust.
Not a relationship based purely on lust.
A love where friendship always comes first.
A love that will stay true for better and for worse.
A love that would never lie or cheat.
And when things went wrong it could take the heat.
A love that money cannot buy.
I want a love that would never die.